The title makes sense.... Thats my long weekend. I can't even fucking wait. I've never been so gawdamned excited in my life. Except for when I knew Sean was going to propose. That was pretty exciting too. and when we were leaving for mexico. and when I went to Europe...
Ok. Sorry, I got lost in my thoughts. Anyways, Boston Pizza to meet with some of my lovely college ladies. The Oak as its a friends birthday, and I've never been, and it scares the Bejesus out of me. Meh, It should be good times. Camp Arnes as we have a cadet function, and I'm totally looking forward to it. I get to spend my weekend on the Lake. Hell yes. I love boating. and fishing. and your darn tootin I'm bringing my fishing rod and some tackle. <3 This weekend is going to be ABSOLUTELY perfect. Minus my fiance. but he doesnt like fishing. so he can stuff it. <3 love you darling. :):):):):)
I think that myself, and some ladies from work should have a weekend getaway. It consists of wine, other assorted alcohol, fishing. <3 ladies?
I think thats the best Idea I've ever had.
Thursday, 19 May 2011
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
Camping, Beer, Summer Sun, Backyard Fun
Well here I am. Posting again. Feels like its been a while. Meh.
Either way, Its Summer time and its fucking sunny out! I love it. I hate winter. Any of you who know me well, know that I want to slay the beast that is winter. (I feel like Gaston from Beauty and the Beast. Less Muscle, and arrogance. More Beer.)
...Interrupting for a brief moment.... I'm eating peanuts. and i just whipped one at my eye. then burst out laughing at myself. ahahahaha. nice. It's gonna be a good day.
...Oh and also, Second side note.... My blog= bad grammar, bad punctuation. Suck it up. ok? Thanks.
Anyways, back to winter and my massive amount of hate for it. I mean, I love how pretty the snow looks when it first falls. I dont like when it gets driven on and is heinous slushy ugly poo looking grossness. Yuck. It just grosses me out, makes me miserable, and then everyone else has to put up with my miserable self. Sorry Guys. Mother natures fault.
But summer on the other hand is WONDERFUL. It's sunny, theres flowers, its hot hot hot. I love it. I've always said I should've been born in Jamaica. Not Flin Flon. **Disclaimer: I think Flin Flon Is A SHIT HOLE. Sorry Folks.***
Ok. Anyways. I love summer. And I'm changing topics... again.
GLEE TONIGHT!!! AAAAAAAAH!! It's the funeral episode. I am sooo sad to say this. But... ithinkitsbecky. I love becky. but I'll BAWL like when I fell off my bike and almost gave myself a terrible concussion. <3 Becky. :( I don't know for sure. But I've been reading every possible everything I can get my hands on regarding tonights episode... AND I WANT TO SEE IT NOW. It's supposed to be a really good episode.. but so terribly sad. I cant wait. Sean's mom is taping it for me. <3.
All I'm thinking about is glee. not the flight that I'm currently cancelling. OOPS. Nope, the airline isn't GleeAir. bahahaha. Oh well.
<3 Thanks for reading, Yo.
Either way, Its Summer time and its fucking sunny out! I love it. I hate winter. Any of you who know me well, know that I want to slay the beast that is winter. (I feel like Gaston from Beauty and the Beast. Less Muscle, and arrogance. More Beer.)
...Interrupting for a brief moment.... I'm eating peanuts. and i just whipped one at my eye. then burst out laughing at myself. ahahahaha. nice. It's gonna be a good day.
...Oh and also, Second side note.... My blog= bad grammar, bad punctuation. Suck it up. ok? Thanks.
Anyways, back to winter and my massive amount of hate for it. I mean, I love how pretty the snow looks when it first falls. I dont like when it gets driven on and is heinous slushy ugly poo looking grossness. Yuck. It just grosses me out, makes me miserable, and then everyone else has to put up with my miserable self. Sorry Guys. Mother natures fault.
But summer on the other hand is WONDERFUL. It's sunny, theres flowers, its hot hot hot. I love it. I've always said I should've been born in Jamaica. Not Flin Flon. **Disclaimer: I think Flin Flon Is A SHIT HOLE. Sorry Folks.***
Ok. Anyways. I love summer. And I'm changing topics... again.
GLEE TONIGHT!!! AAAAAAAAH!! It's the funeral episode. I am sooo sad to say this. But... ithinkitsbecky. I love becky. but I'll BAWL like when I fell off my bike and almost gave myself a terrible concussion. <3 Becky. :( I don't know for sure. But I've been reading every possible everything I can get my hands on regarding tonights episode... AND I WANT TO SEE IT NOW. It's supposed to be a really good episode.. but so terribly sad. I cant wait. Sean's mom is taping it for me. <3.
All I'm thinking about is glee. not the flight that I'm currently cancelling. OOPS. Nope, the airline isn't GleeAir. bahahaha. Oh well.
<3 Thanks for reading, Yo.
Friday, 13 May 2011
Bad Day
Do you every have those days where everything is really going ok, but theres just something bothering you in the back of your mind? and Its like one of those pesky flies?
Yeah, I know. Worst analogy ever. Get over it. My blog.
Either way, I'm having such a hard time just living life and being the person I want most to be. I feel like I'm half the person I was since Devon left. I used to be so unafraid. We'd walk around back lanes with our case of beer, and didn't have a fear in the world. Now, I'm afraid to walk from the bus stop to work.
I still try to act like everything is ok. and that it doesnt bother me everyday, all day. But it does. How does somebody just up and dissappear like nothing else, and not look back? I miss my best friend. But I'm so choked.
Is it so hard to just be ok? Why does it still hurt like this was yesterday? My breath still gets caught in my chest when I think about him and how it all happened. It's been almost two years, and I still cant figure out where to go from here.
Why doesn't he just come home?
Sorry... maybe my next post will be happier.
Yeah, I know. Worst analogy ever. Get over it. My blog.
Either way, I'm having such a hard time just living life and being the person I want most to be. I feel like I'm half the person I was since Devon left. I used to be so unafraid. We'd walk around back lanes with our case of beer, and didn't have a fear in the world. Now, I'm afraid to walk from the bus stop to work.
I still try to act like everything is ok. and that it doesnt bother me everyday, all day. But it does. How does somebody just up and dissappear like nothing else, and not look back? I miss my best friend. But I'm so choked.
Is it so hard to just be ok? Why does it still hurt like this was yesterday? My breath still gets caught in my chest when I think about him and how it all happened. It's been almost two years, and I still cant figure out where to go from here.
Why doesn't he just come home?
Sorry... maybe my next post will be happier.
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